So about 2-3 weeks ago I developed a cyst behind my left ear. I lost my hearing in that ear, and I thought this was a result of the swelling closing off my ear canal. It turns out that the cyst grew into my middle ear area damaging something beyond functionability. So when they went to cut the cyst out, it was gone, my body and some hardcore anti-biotics had disolved the cyst, but still damaged my hearing.
So the dr. told me that there was nothing he could do to fix my hearing it was typically permanent, but getting a second opinion from a specialists was reccomended. I didnt even have the money to go see the doctor about the cyst to begin with, let alone go see a specialists, so I'm going to just have to deal with my hearing, and hope that my body can naturally (or super-natrually) heal itself.
So if you guys start to notice my crosshairs dart from left to right really quickly, im just using my good ear to hear the difference in direction.

It's kinda been bumming me out alot since the dr. told me it was permanent, but I'm trying to stay positive. It could have been cancer.